Thursday, March 30, 2006
this is not for the faint hearts
i'll hurt, but it is the courage i have. sorry
listening to tian kong by derrick, 12.16pm on labby
remember... remember the 30th of march...
haix
*******
to my dear: (i'll talk to u later... just let me write now...)
are we too independent?
too busy with our life?
u dun seems to tell me where u go... you got work at nite? i dunnoe...
maybe i'm not clear again.
we need to communicate. we are lagging... i think
let me know what u are doing... the friends u hang out with?
asked u the 3rd time... then u told me where u are? i felt that i'm bothering u...
what time u'll reach home? give me a time at least?
safely reach home and call me... I'm waiting....
12.22am
*******
to jelena:(will u read this...? may there be faith again)
i may be the past, ya... let me say somethings?
it hurts when everything is over... it hurts that we are not even project mates
i'm sorry, but sorry can't mend a broken heart. we shouldn't have started...
we would have been the closest best friends... i guess not i've always hope
i lost the key u gave me...
just wan to say, i had the most memorable relationship with u...
i miss all the little things we did...
i remembered u today... while listening to fish leongs - si lu.
i can imagine u singing...
12.27am
*******
to yanyin:(just let me type... we are good friends)
on 18th of march... i've received ur call at 10.30am.
i was playing lan with ge5.
i felt that u got things to tell me...
but instead i said i playing... like what i always did now and then.
on 19th of march... my feelings brought me to search for some answers
i concluded that my feelings were true.
a few days later... ur good friend msg me.
"got girlfriend le ar?"
"i was shock that u put her pic, i thought u still waiting for yy?"
*i thought everybody told me to move on with my life? thats what i reply.
then i asked what my feelings told me to
and confirmed my prediction are true from her
just a few days after the conversation with u good friend, u msg me
u said hi, on ur webcam. i turn on mine, it was not clear
then i decided to open the webcam that is meant for u...
u told me that its okay when i was unpacking and installing half way.
i insisted and u waited.
seriously, why did u show me the cam? a guy behind u at 12am in ur hostel?
just to on? to see me? or let me see u?
i tot u want to chat... but u didn't, u let me see things that i dun know wat to think about.
*******
if i would need to marry by force, u are still the one. (i just have to say this...)
but i need to tell u this,
stop bugging me... please... not now,
give me months or years... if we are fated... we will be friends...
i'm having a happy life now. u may think u dun mean it...
but i wan to say, i'm sensitive to thinks around me... my bad pt i guess...
just dun let me cont to think
*******
let me know u are fine, then disappear from my life.
i hope u get wat i mean. if u are a true friend.
*******
to myself:( the lonely and stress brain)
april 9th, rc tss will close down,
i'm jobless i guess, due to the movement of nearly all rc staffs to rx
i'm stress... should i cont to work, give myself a break or find another job?
help me please... need help....
my heart tells me to say sorry to everyone that i may affect
my state of mind tells me to voice out myself
hope u will understand my mood, tone and feelings...
thanks
*******
think back ur life, there are mistakes that can be redone
undone, undo, copy and hopeful cut
now, i will hardcopy the mistakes i made,
clear screen and continue to type a new page with
less mistakes or no mistakes.
*******
dearest, junxian
xiaojunxian typed at 12:14:00 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006
hmmm... on 22th of march.
something bad happened...
i injured my dad's car. =(
sweetheart "orh horrrrr.... " at me... lol
then it was work. nth much happened.
caught a flu at work.
just reached home from work actually.
thanks sweetheart for the poison for me... =)
junxian hopes to get well soon
xiaojunxian typed at 1:05:00 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
some pictures of these two weeks. (k750i)

i shouldn't comment much on this.... hao is on his bike... i'm on the car
imagine how i took this picture... =X

he never eat noodles before. Raffles City food court

no comments, may the force be with u...

dear and me... =), on 947.
xiaojunxian typed at 1:30:00 AM
very late i know...
i should apologise for my 2 weeks of emptiness... sorry everyone
major updates of me.
*my heart was given to khoo swee han on march 5 2006
*7610 was sold away and k750i was reborn
tats about it guys
this two weeks i've been working 5 days a week
spending time with sweehan and sleeping
i miss hao! lol... he work so mani days. cannot go out.
today was shocking for me.
supposed that sweehan comin my house at 12 plus.
she came at 2.30pm, telling me that she will explain.
when i opened the door, i saw a new her! hehe =)
finally she listened to me. kan dong lehz! thanks dear.
tml going out with hao and friends and dear to pulau ubin.
i'm looking forward to it!
just wan to leave something to the people that come across my life
these two weeks.
thanks for all the birthday messages i received from everyone
thanks for huijun's comments. i'll remember them
ashley will be happy everyday!
and last but not least.
thanks for caiyun to remind me to blog again. "i'm serious"
*u will pass ur TP!
happy with my life. wonder how's yours over there?
xiaojunxian typed at 1:10:00 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
whoo.. just came back...
eyes are closing soon, but i know i have to make this entry today.
morning went work, was feeling rather unwell..
left work place at 2pm and met ruihan.
bought her shirt in 15mins. haha.!
then she pei wo see doc... so kan dong.
doc took needles and poke me... TCM ma...
went home with me to my house...
waiting for papa mama to come home to borrow car.
hehe...
then ruihan so quiet de... act guai ar? joking... =X
went to meet hao at harbourfront.
then went to marine parade... classic play pool
=)
nite go eat at bedok market place.. and i just reach home
I will remember what happened today...
xiaojunxian typed at 2:26:00 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
finally, i'm back in typing action!
i'm lazy, ever since my break from work on friday.
lacing around... doing things that ppl do...
ruihan defines it as "slacking"
thurs afternoon, woke up at 11.30am,
met ruihan at lot 1, wan to eat teppanyaki
but no more le...
can someone tell me where still got teppanyaki at cheap prices in singapore?
in the end, went to ajisen ramen to eat, yup, their volcano is hot!
after that, went to city to find hao, bugis to be exact,
watched big momma house 2! nice show actually, especially the butt... =X
oops!
after that, home sweet home to eat dinner wif papa mama, that rounds up thurs.
friday was another day, need for speed: most wanted for the whole afternoon.
ruihan called me up to pei her buy formal, okay lor... =)
drove papa car down to dhoby, PS, bought her blazer and skirt and pants,
OAPC, $150 plus... cheap cheap ba... =)
after that, left ruihan to meet aaron and nigel. i go tapz chiong my daytona,
haix... kana bang to wall... sad =(
then go eat with them LJS, then send them home.
thats another friday...
sat, yesterday/today?
stayed at home, nfs:most wanted again.
2.30pm, repair uncle help me solve the stupid problem of my internet...
internet nv hang le! FOC somemore... haha
good uncle...
afternoon, relatives came to gather at my house to discuss meeting?
then eat dinner with them.
thats another sat... haa
later... going to wake up at 6.30am and work till 4pm,
meeting ruihan to complete her set with blouse
then go play pool wif hao and alex ba...!
P.S: whose your sweetheart u miss? =X
lol...
waiting for her to bring me see doc then can go jogging=X
xiaojunxian typed at 12:14:00 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
http://84.40.3.164/Go this website and watch this, a commercial of honda civic,
came across while viewing some forum. prO choir~!
the day before, i had this stupid idea to dress-up my dad's car,
change bonnet to carbon fiber, front bumper to black,
add new grill, etc...
in the end, i took 2hrs to research on them, via internet,
i decided not to.. waste of $$$.
yesterday after work in the mornin, i organised an outing,
mission: go jalan kayu eat prata.
time: 10pm
suspects: jason and gf, aaron, ashley, swee han and hao
outcome, fuN!
haha.
anyway, the prata wasn't good at all sia, expensive
swee han and ashley got to sit hao's bike for the first time.
wah! two different senario...
what is swee han made of... she not scared de...
ashley, she scream... then i screamed out of the car! lol!
hope to have fun like dat again!
today, work at nitez... morning met hao to eat Mac
just now, got a call from melvin,
raffles hotel treating those who attended the WFA event.
must wear full formal... i'm lookin' forward to it!
tml planning to go out with swee han... =)
lookin' forward and beyond
xiaojunxian typed at 12:15:00 AM